2 people - take their lives. One on the underground, one jumping off a bridge infront of a train...this i think just gets to me most...it really does. The tears well up in my eyes - how much hurt can one go through?
Who were they? What were they like? What made them decide that life wasnt worth living anymore...was it their choice to make?
Why...?
On another note - how do I deal with something that Im finding hard to deal with. I mean what have I got to do?
Work. It feels like a job. I want it to not feel like a job! I want to enjoy it - but at the moment...I dont think I really do. Being worried about all that I have to do. It is scary stuff (ok it is for me!) This week ive been feeling icky every morning - and that is defo a sign that im worried...I so want to be free from that.
What do I want to do with my life? ...Becca should you not be asking what God wants you to do with your life?
We all have a choice to make.
I really don't like blogs - and I am thinking of cutting it...its funny - because ive never been able to keep a blog going.
Christmas is coming! I am defo looking forward to that! - I thought I would end the blog on a positive and hopeful note!
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i'll be sad to lose the updates... :(
wellllll I may not cut it...we shall see!
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